Three decades of

Concealing the truth from the world

In all honesty

It was involuntarily told

By a man that was meant to protect me

Instead, he did it all for his own selfish gain

Cause to him I was lying

Another excuse to withhold what was due to him

Due to him

So, the truth came out

And my whole world came crashing down

Cause you see the thing is

It was even bigger than I had believed

Lie upon lie was told

All to cover for those rotten souls

I thought I was protecting them from my pain

But they had more to gain

I was a little chocolate porcelain doll

Delicately balancing a façade

To protect those

Who were meant to cushion my fall

How was I to know

They were the monsters after all

So, the truth came out

And my whole world came crashing down

Cause you see the thing is

It was even bigger than I had believed

Lie upon lie was told

All to cover for those rotten souls

I thought I was protecting them from my pain

But they had more to gain

I Still feel his breath

Breathing down my neck

I Still feel his hand

Moving up my leg 

Now he’s pushing in 

Oh, it hurts so bad  

I’m a 

Little chocolate porcelain doll  

Now the truth is out

And my whole world is crashing down

Cause you see the thing is

It was even bigger than I had believed

Lie upon lie was told

All to cover for those rotten souls

I thought I was protecting them from my pain

But they had more to gain

So much more to gain